Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-4436931-20160903172355/@comment-25660371-20161213204024

Eh... I'm quite depressed right now... I can't really find a reason to live... I kynda lost my childhood by working on olympics and contests so i kynda lost track of friends and what fun is... My family is also super protective so i cant really find new friends... But because i was so lonely back then i kynda got used to it so im really bored by what people say fun is... I used to go to a soccer club but i quit cuz it interfered with my studies... And since highschool started i've met people who have a ton of fun... But then again cuz im always thinking in the future and very abstract i cant really feel good... It's like... Im reaching down to people... But i actually want to have friends... But then again, im not interested in meme's or vines or whatever other kids do so... Yeah... Ive been searching for a long time for something... Some people begin searching way later... But i've started searching to soon... Ive only lived some years but i already feel like it's enough... Inazuma is actually a thing that connects me to my childhood... And former self... Cuz back then i was full of life ...

Anyway sry for going offtopic... I guess i actually needed to figure what i've been feeling lately...

Fidio??? Nakata i understand... He appeares everywhere... But fideo?